All this happened when I finished my degree and going through an unemployed phase where I used to hang around with my friends the whole day and come back home only in the evening. Everyday mom and dad kept throwing some remarks on my recklessness which I got used to bye then. Dad works for a company and every now and then he goes on tours. That’s why my parents insisted I need to get a job in the same city we live in.
One day dad had to go on a trip for three months so he ordered me to stay put at home most of the time helping my mother. I had no other choice. Since I bound to stay at home I went to library to grab some books. There I came across some books on tantra. When I was a child I was told tantra gives people magic and evil magicians always used tantra. I thought it would be a great idea to know more about it.
So I grabbed the book and headed home. It was not until I read the first part I realised tantra has lot to do with sex and sexuality. The chapter that attracted me most is called ‘Yoni (Vagina) Tantra’. In this chapter it says one should worship yoni, caress the breasts and the yoni, and have ritual intercourse with the yoni. It was all exciting for me to read but my blood ran wild in my body when I read section two of the chapter. In that, god shiva says to parvati (his consort) that the best of all yonis is mother’s yoni. In his words he says
“The devotee should worship the mother’s yoni and have intercourse with all yonis.” The immediate question that sprang in my head is ‘Does that mean even with mother’s yoni?!!’
He continues “He may have intercourse with any woman between the ages of twelve and sixty”. My mother is 41. So she falls between the ages Lord Shiva suggested. Then the rest of the section describes the procedure of performing tantra.
Then in section Five, it was again stated about mother’s yoni and its preparation. It states:
“If one should do puja of a mother’s yoni, one should prepare it. After worshipping according to rule, one should not have intercourse.” This statement is a bit controvercial with statement in section Two but it does not clearly state if one should not have intercourse with mother’s yoni or no intercourse at all during the ritual. In the same paragraph, it also continues saying “One should only couple with the yoni that bleeds or mensturates.”
Since the script does not say clearly that we should not have intercourse with mother’s yoni but clearly says ‘one should have intercourse with all yonis between the ages 12 and sixty and one should have intercourse with the yonis that bleed,’ I can interpret as we can have intercourse with mother’s yoni. Since my mother is between the ages suggested and she still mensturates, one can have intercourse with her.
I was very excited! I decided I will try this with my mother.
That afternoon after we had lunch and my mother is free, I brought up the topic. I told her about it, showed her the book and we discussed some topics in it.
I also told her about yoni tantra and firstly showed her the interesting bits for her such as “the woman who gets her yoni worshipped becomes a godess herself” and “A great yoni will attain enlightenment.”
Once I got her attention, I proposed her that she should consider doing yoni tantra with her yoni. She showed mixed feelings which included some blush and some rejection but she told me she will have to read the chapter before she says anything. I let her have the book and went out to see my friends.
I returned home in the evening at dinner time. During dinner, I brought up the topic and she said she read it and she might be interested. She said she will accept it not morally but because lord Shiva and Parvathi themselves have stated about the ritual. She also said she will perform the ritual because she will become shakti (the godess) herself. She also told me that we can perform the ritual the following evening as it was a full moon day.
I was so excited that it seemed the time was running slow. I jerked off thinking obout the ritual and my mother’s beautiful vagina and breasts. In the morning mom spent her whole day performing different poojas. She went to the temple, and in the afternoon she arranged everything for the pooja.
After the sunset, we had our dinner and mother went into the worship room that she will get ready for puja. She adored me for the pooja and told me to enter the puja room naked. So I removed my sarong and waiting for my mom’s ok to enter the room. As I got an ok, I opened the door and my jaw just about fell on the ground. There is my mother standing naked. Her body is shining with the lowlight emitting from the candle around the room. I could only see her body countours and some hints of her nipples and her pussyhair from the candle light.
In front of her she put the yantra and then she told me to start the pooja. After performing initial puja, she sat on the yantra spreading her legs and opening her vagina for worship. I was in a confusing situation caught between sex and devotion as at the same time I am being introduced to my mother’s forbidden areas whom I have never seen them before and being instructed to worship them on the other hand.
I became a robot caught between two emotions, doing everything ritualistically. So without enjoying much of my mother’s nakedness and sexual performance with her, I caressed her breasts, caressed her cunt, tasted her sexual juices and finger-fucked her for the juices. Then she told me to put my erect penis on her hand. Then she performed linga (penis) puja and I performed yoni puja on her vagina. She smeared redpower and sandal on my linga and she told me to insert it into her yoni.
I was shivering at this opportunity as I took my dick and inserted into my mother’s vagina. The feeling of it was great as I could feel the spasm of passion in my body but before I could recover she ordered me to have a vigourous intercourse as I fucked her hard like a dog. After few minutes, I spurted my first load of cum into my mother’s pussy.
Once I finished filling her, she told me to get off of her and collected our combination of the juices from her pussy. She then mixed it with wine and told me to drank it.
Once we finished the ritual mom told me to go out while she dressed. I went out exhaused still trying to live through my first fucking experience with my mother. Mother put on her saree and walked out of the pooja room as if nothing happened inside. She never showed any sign of emotion.
After that she said she will allow me to worship her vagina everyday which I did. I didn’t get to fuck her everyday but got to fuck her when she performed the same pooja once a week. The second week was also bit strange for me to consider my intercourse with my mother pleasurable but third week I got used to taking pleasure from it. Mother though, never changed. She still showed no pleasure related emotions nor she orgasmed anytime.
Before dad returned from his 3 month trip, I fucked mother more than ten times. Mom never looked like she will stop the ritual but instead she proposed my dad to take my place. I was dissappointed a lot.
That night I had a strange dream. There was this strange figure appeared in my dream. I was excited and at the same time worried about his presence. He said to me smiling “Son! You have finished participating in Yoni Tantra for 12 times now! You have acquired the power you wanted.”
I was surprised. I don’t recall asking for any power. My only aspiration of performing tantra with my mother is to copulate with her. So I asked “I donot know who you are! And I donot recall asking for any power! What will I get?”
He said “I am mara! Your deeds have contributed to your needs! Since you did tantra with sexual thoughts, you will have power to control others for your sexual needs! All you have to do is call my name!”
I was excited! I thought of my prospective victims but only mother sprang to my nrain. So I asked him “Even on my mother?” The figure told me “Yes! But it will work only twelve times on a single person” Saying this he disappeared.
I woke out of my sleep. I was very puzzled and thought it is just a dream. I looked at the clock and its 6.17am. Since its already morning I jsut laid on the bed thinking about the dream for another 20 minutes and then went to the bathroom. Mother is in the kitchen probably making breakfast.
I finished my shower and went to the lounge. The tv is on and they are showing some prayer programs. Mom is still in the kitchen. I sat on the couch still thinking about the dream and wondering what if the power is true.
Immediately my brain started thinking about all possibilities. Specially with my mother! As a thought I just wondered if my mother would come from the kitchen, stand infront of me, takeoff her pallu (loose end of the saree) and show me her blouse covered breasts. I then called Mara and told him. As soon as I finished my thought, my mother came out of the kitchen, stood before me and took off her pallu to show me her blouse covered breasts with a invited look on her face.
I was excited. I could not believe it! My dick sprang up at the scene of my mother’s lustful blouse covered breasts. As I got up to hold her, I said “Thanks Mara!”. Mom immediately behaved as if she came out of trance and looked at her position, quickly put back her pallu over her chest saying “What the hell?”, looked at me and then walked away to towards the kitchen saying “How did I come here?”
I replied her “you just walked here mom!” Mom went into the kitchen murmuring that she has lot to do.
I was puzzled how the trance must have broke off? Is it my gesture? I thought about it for sometime and then I thought it must be Mara’s name. I wanted to give it a try again. This time I walked to mother, and kissed her on the neck calling Mara. Mother moaned a bit as I turned her around and kissed her on the lips. She just stood there taking everything. Then I said ‘Mara’. She immediately got out of trance looked at me and chided “What are you doing here? Go back to the lounge, I have to do somany things before your dad arrives. Now go!”